Today was hard...

Today was a hard day fought back the tears and was less then friendly these emotions have me on a roller coaster ride... Trying to fake a smile is the hardest thing for me to do now. I used to be good at it ,when I was numb but now that I'm feeling again you know when I'm happy and you sure as hell can tell when I'm sad. I wish I could drive away from this place. I don't like what I'm feeling right now I hope it passes soon. The air is heavy tonight feels cold on my skin chills me to the bone I want to go home but I don't know where that is