Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Things...

Thoughts become things... what we think we become, what we become is all a matter of us. I lost 2 1/2 decades of time, Yet the self knowledge I gained is immeasurable.I spent too much time allowing others affect  how and what I thought about myself. I now know that I am Worthy, I am worth it, I deserve it  and now I accept it.  It’s funny how happiness has been gift wrapped, with the most beautiful wrapping paper and the most amazing bow on top of it. I just look at it and  say isn’t that pretty . I have been refusing to  Open the gift because I have been afraid that the second I do somebody will take it from me. Today I unwrapped the gift and realize no one can take my happiness. Because that gift wasn’t given to me from anyone ,  it was paid for through my lessons, my experiences, and my own self acceptance and  Nobody can take away the thing to which I have given to myself ...Better thoughts ,better things ,better life-...JMG🌻

Thursday, December 28, 2017

Temporary ...

 Everything is temporary, I am temporary, you are temporary, we are temporary.
I have no expectation of today much less tomorrow. I will choose to live in the now moments.
I know there is no promise of tomorrow. I  do not put my hope in anyone.  Because the truth is we are human and we will all  disappoint one another. I appreciate everything that is in my life. Yet I know too  it will be gone one day. My future is the one thing ive always had trouble envisioning and I still  honestly can’t picture it.  To be brutally honest I prefer no expectation, it leaves me with no disappointment. You are you, I am Me....and we are just We.🖤JMG

Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Two’s...

Everything in life comes in two’s love and hate,hope and fear,pleasure and pain,happy and sad,
Hot and cold,beginning and end,light and dark,you and me... the best thing is life is when you experience the bettter after having the worst. I am the always optimist and I know things will always even themselves out.  Good things always come after the bad. I look forward to all the positive possibilities...JMG🖤

Sunday, December 10, 2017

Love letters...

There is intention behind this love letter it is for everyone and noone in particular. It’s for the housewife being abused by her husband, it is for the child neglected by their parent, it is for the soldier who is home  from the confrontation of war, it is for everyone who feels unloved,unheard, and unseen. You are valuable,you are my reason to Smile. You bring  tears of Joy to my eyes. You make me sigh with gratitude. I am who I am because of You. You are the reason I am a better person. Remember these  words as my love letter to You I never knew you but I love you...❤️JMG

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Vulnerable in you...

Did you feel my love? In that moment held in your arms everything I have I gave to you. Completely open ,you could have slayed me in that moment I was so exposed, no guard up,I would have given anything you asked for with no resistance. No one has ever been this much to me. I am child and woman with you.Complete trust and utter confidence found...jmg

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Happy Life...

How dare you interrupt my happy life.Wanting what you want doesn’t change what I want. I’m living the life I had always envisioned on those many cold, loveless,lonely nights. I can’t stop Smiling due to thee immense amount of joy that abounds in my life.
The nerve of you to disturb my peace. Thee audacity to know my name still...Goodbye kisses never tasted so bitter sweet- jmg🖤

Monday, August 21, 2017

Answers...

Sometimes we want answers for questions we should never ask. In our own heart and soul we know the truth of it all. We try rationalize a persons behavior as to give our own mind a state of peace. The truth is we see signs,cues, red flags if you will, that hold a certain honesty. So we can either take those as self evidence or ask the question which we may really not want know the answer to.
I'd rather ask and be certain than to assume and live in ambiguity... Hurt me with the truth and never comfort with a lie ...jmg 🖤

Monday, July 3, 2017

Different...

It's amazing how different I am.
There are patterns and behaviors that are I n such contrast to what I used to be. I love who I am,the relationship I'm in,the way I feel about myself and others. There is a calm and peace in me that hadn't existed in a very long time. They say be the energy you want to receive. Well if that's an indicator of who I'm with , then I guess I have done better then I could have ever imagined. I literally dreamt of the life I'm living. For years living in a hell I always knew I'd find a partner who I could share paradise with.I'm blessed to be in a safe place, no fear ,no hatred,no deprivation.
I am Happy with who I'm allowed to be... I'm in the Nowness of it all...JMG🖤

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Certain truths

There were certain truths.... the fact I have loved the wrong person at the right time ,the right person at the wrong time. And now the person I had always knew was "out there" just waiting in time.All of these people have taught me what I need to know about love and things I wish I never knew. The reality now is to be present, not bring past pain into my here & now. It's to live for today and be hopeful for tomorrow. The other truth is I never thought l would get out alive. I had always envisioned my better life. I don't look for pity I just tell my story as it was and as it is. Love is Beautiful when it is given & received , this is a dream long over due...🌼JMG🌼

Things...

Thoughts become things... what we think we become, what we become is all a matter of us. I lost 2 1/2 decades of time, Yet the self knowledg...