I find when I see a man wearing a wedding ring it’s the most beautiful and sad thing ever. Reason being old hurts still find me I was never valued enough to have a ring worn for me. I know it should be long dead in terms of pain yet I still get affected on occasion. I ask why i still give it relevance? I suppose because I did everything in my power to be a good wife and received no acknowledgment or respect.
I understand it was not my fault it was the of a cruel individual.
I had to get it out there to release it and be done with it. I don’t need validation any longer from anyone.I don’t need a man to wear my ring, because I control my worth...🖤 JMG
Thursday, May 17, 2018
Tuesday, May 1, 2018
Where...?
Where do we go from here? How do I lose this fear? How do I say goodbye ,when I couldn’t even cry? How do I carry on now that you are gone? If I could have told the last thing that was on my mind, it would been that I always enjoyed our time. Our connection was something real that I can’t deny, although the way we saw it we couldn’t meet eye to eye. I’m sorry there was no finality to such a tragic end , the sad truth is my karma of a wound that has no healing mend. A friend before the fall. Kiss to end it all . A deception which I kept,til truth did find its breath. A friend was what you were nothing more than that, I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you wanted back. Now that death has taken one of my best friends,it’s sad to see our story meet this heart breaking end... Good Bye 🖤
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