Hello Beautiful

Hello Beautiful , You should be aware of the majestic being you are. Pain has rained over you and chilled you to the core. Despite this you have brought yourself out of the depths of death and are teaching yourself to live. The process seems slow but then I ask myself was the thing that brought you here a slow process? No it was a constant from childhood to womanhood. So how can you expect your recovery to be quick ? You’re doing amazing, you’re a different person. You’re no longer in survival mode you’re in healing mode.
Healing will take time just remember to keep tending your wounds without reopening them. You will be okay and the insight you get from your experiences will help you lead others to Transition and Transformation. The very thing they thought would weaken ,break and ultimately  destroy you has strengthened ,empowered and made you rise...I am not because you made me I AM Because I MADE ME...👊🏼JMG

Do you?

I wonder do you still? I think does it matter? I ask myself should I even care? 
Where am I going with this ? Who FUCKEN knows? Everything is temporary. Change is the only constant. Stop worrying about things you can’t control. I can survive the pain of almost anything. Cryptic yes. Does it even matter? Would you even care? Love Pain Go Stay Today Tomorrow Promise Lie Life Death...🖤JMG

Love Me, Hate Me but you can’t ignore Me

Finding me...

This feeling is finding me again or lack of shall I say . Sometimes I feel nothing.
No love, no sadness just an ambivalent emptiness. I have so much to be grateful for.
Yet in this moment I just want to run away from everyone. I’m not sure what’s going on if it’s breakthrough or breakdown. Indifference is my name right now. I hate the lack of emotion, stoically carrying on. I know what I need but i would never ask those that might be able to give it to me. I want so badly to a changed person. It’s truly exhausting pretending to be strong every moment of my life. I will be okay but right now I’m just asking for a FUCKEN break. I just need to be held and cry out my frustrations. Everyone is broken just in different ways...🖤JMG🖤