Invisible

I feel invisible,unseen,unheard,unwanted.... I’m trying to put words to my pain but I can not.
Hurt me with truth and NEVER comfort me with a lie. I am able to embrace pain at its highest level and survive. I’m no stranger to it. On my darkest days it was all I had to hold on to , as it was the only emotion I was experiencing. It’s hard to live when you aren’t sure if they want your love. It’s an awful thing to feel invisible...jmg

Hey little Fighter...🖤

Hey little fighter it’s okay to love. Let down your fists and accept a hug . It doesn’t make you weak for being in love. You have fought your whole life. Isn’t it time for peace not strife? You never got to be an innocent child and that’s not your fault. You never got to be a loved wife and that too was not your doing. Now is your time to love yourself as nobody can give you that. You are valuable, you are worthy,you are not garbage to be cast aside. YOU ARE DESERVING!!! You  everything good,you are kind,considerate, you make a difference....I AM ...🌻 I DO...JMG

Do you...?

Do you know me heart and soul ? Do you know me part or whole?  Do you know My loves and fears? Do you know my smiles and tears? Do you know my hopes and dreams? Do you hear my silent screams?  The thing is.... I don’t need anyone to Know me, because I know myself. I used to be think  I needed someone to know all of these things about me. The reality is, I’m good . For myself and by myself...jmg

Things...

Thoughts become things... what we think we become, what we become is all a matter of us. I lost 2 1/2 decades of time, Yet the self knowledge I gained is immeasurable.I spent too much time allowing others affect  how and what I thought about myself. I now know that I am Worthy, I am worth it, I deserve it  and now I accept it.  It’s funny how happiness has been gift wrapped, with the most beautiful wrapping paper and the most amazing bow on top of it. I just look at it and  say isn’t that pretty . I have been refusing to  Open the gift because I have been afraid that the second I do somebody will take it from me. Today I unwrapped the gift and realize no one can take my happiness. Because that gift wasn’t given to me from anyone ,  it was paid for through my lessons, my experiences, and my own self acceptance and  Nobody can take away the thing to which I have given to myself ...Better thoughts ,better things ,better life-...JMG🌻

Temporary ...

 Everything is temporary, I am temporary, you are temporary, we are temporary.
I have no expectation of today much less tomorrow. I will choose to live in the now moments.
I know there is no promise of tomorrow. I  do not put my hope in anyone.  Because the truth is we are human and we will all  disappoint one another. I appreciate everything that is in my life. Yet I know too  it will be gone one day. My future is the one thing ive always had trouble envisioning and I still  honestly can’t picture it.  To be brutally honest I prefer no expectation, it leaves me with no disappointment. You are you, I am Me....and we are just We.🖤JMG

Two’s...

Everything in life comes in two’s love and hate,hope and fear,pleasure and pain,happy and sad,
Hot and cold,beginning and end,light and dark,you and me... the best thing is life is when you experience the bettter after having the worst. I am the always optimist and I know things will always even themselves out.  Good things always come after the bad. I look forward to all the positive possibilities...JMG🖤

Love letters...

There is intention behind this love letter it is for everyone and noone in particular. It’s for the housewife being abused by her husband, it is for the child neglected by their parent, it is for the soldier who is home  from the confrontation of war, it is for everyone who feels unloved,unheard, and unseen. You are valuable,you are my reason to Smile. You bring  tears of Joy to my eyes. You make me sigh with gratitude. I am who I am because of You. You are the reason I am a better person. Remember these  words as my love letter to You I never knew you but I love you...❤️JMG

Vulnerable in you...

Did you feel my love? In that moment held in your arms everything I have I gave to you. Completely open ,you could have slayed me in that moment I was so exposed, no guard up,I would have given anything you asked for with no resistance. No one has ever been this much to me. I am child and woman with you.Complete trust and utter confidence found...jmg

Happy Life...

How dare you interrupt my happy life.Wanting what you want doesn’t change what I want. I’m living the life I had always envisioned on those many cold, loveless,lonely nights. I can’t stop Smiling due to thee immense amount of joy that abounds in my life.
The nerve of you to disturb my peace. Thee audacity to know my name still...Goodbye kisses never tasted so bitter sweet- jmg🖤

Answers...

Sometimes we want answers for questions we should never ask. In our own heart and soul we know the truth of it all. We try rationalize a persons behavior as to give our own mind a state of peace. The truth is we see signs,cues, red flags if you will, that hold a certain honesty. So we can either take those as self evidence or ask the question which we may really not want know the answer to.
I'd rather ask and be certain than to assume and live in ambiguity... Hurt me with the truth and never comfort with a lie ...jmg 🖤

And then She knew...

And then She knew ....