Things I'm looking forward to...

I remember crying myself to sleep not too many years ago ,hoping for days like these. The day I would be free from pain,humiliation, and just complete despair....The things I visualized have come to be and I know the rest of my hopes and dreams for a better life are also falling into place. The house with a Red door,black shutters ,picket fence and hydrangeas growing in the garden. A place to call Home...
a peaceful place greeted by the love of my life with a sweet soft kiss. I dream of this coming to pass. As it has always been a desire for my life . My dreams for Me ...My dreams for Us...❤️☀️❤️jmg

Vulnerable...

I have chosen to be vulnerable to let what I love destroy me...
To give all I am with the possibility of complete destruction. I fear because I have been here before but I hope because I was never here like this, in a positive light. So I'm open to all things good ,I will live in the present tense and allow the situation to play out as it will. I trust my choices . I trust the Universe as it all comes into play- jmg🌎

Changing times...

You are not obligated to be bound to memories ...to be held captive ,to continue to give credence to them 
You are allowed to discard and disregard things that no longer serve
you... You are the author ,the designer and the director of your life. Past is past do not allow a haphazard blue print to continue to be built upon , it was wrong !!! You choose your destiny. Choose love,choose to trust ,choose happiness , choose to love yourself ...
Change begins when you no longer accept being treated  less than what you deserve ... jmg🌤

Missing ...

Some days I Smile because I miss you other days I cry, the impact you have made in my life is immeasurable. The joy I get from your memory makes my heart swell. I always felt loved in your arms and you were one of the men I could always depend on no matter what. I have found a beautiful soul . That has your traits and it makes me smile, because you always told me you wanted someone who appreciated me and now I have. Miss you ,Love you still -11 jmg🌅

Rain...

Met Him on a rainy day - Quirky,Funny, and Calm I knew I wanted more but the question was did He ???
Would He ask to see me again ? Wasn't sure but just put out to the Universe.
There was more and more still. So much more that my days are filled with Sunshine and even when it rains it just reminds me of new beginning. This is my life now... Happy not sad , Loved not hated, Safe not fearful, Protected not abused, Appreciated not taken for granted, Beautiful not ugly,Smart not stupid...and Wanted not discarded. The tide has turned and I'm no longer pulled under but I'm safe on the Shore enjoying it all..jmg 🌦🌥🌤☀️

Stay...

The urge to run away finds me in my most vulnerable moments the thoughts and fears that  permeate my mind keeps me victim to a long gone past. I have made peace with things I could not control but now it's the things in which I do control sometimes give me the most trouble. It's wonderful to have support, it is something I never had the luxury in past relationships. I want to stay present,focused and forward moving and not let the fear of getting hurt keep me from allowing myself to be loved completely I was once told you should never have to fight for love ...because love just happens - so cherish it when it finds you...jmg 🌳

It's Time...

It's time to get serious about the serious things of my life..
It isn't going to last forever ,struggle is a temporary place but necessary. Sometimes it's the struggle which we go through shows us how much we really want something. I want this a new life ,a new way of thinking ,a new way of "being" ... It is Worth facing my fears head on because as I once said "it is a privilege to suffer for the thing in which we love the most" . I accept the help being offered because I can't do it alone together WE will do this ...I love you much ...❤️☀️❤️jmg

All or Nothing...

She had to give All or Nothing. She loved Him with everything She had it was easy to do. She knew as much She wanted the thought of Forever the fear crept in it might not ...She had to accept that and live in the moment.She was ready to be who She was meant to be
 It was nice to have someone in her corner that didn't pressure or demand but ask and support. Her grateful heart overflowed. She knew everything was going to be ok...jmg🌻

Release it...

I release it I am not what happened to me.
I am not the opinion of others,I am not at fault for other people's sins.
I am free, I am worthy, I will take action and allow good things into my life. I will accept love whole hearted and I will love with all I am. My thoughts manifest my destiny. My intent will lead to action. I am all things good...jmg☀️

This...

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Art of ...

The art of doing nothing is easy to do with the right person ... I enjoy you -sitting doing nothing just having you near is all I really want. A perfect fit hand in hand lounging in the Sun...
Lovely day indeed. You make life easy .I accept that it's ok to let it be easy ,no need to struggle just ACCEPT. I accept all good things, I graciously receive...jmg☀️