Who she loves...

She doesn’t just love anyone. It takes a lot to earn her love. For some she felt empathy and wanted to show them how it was to be loved. For others there was something undeniably lovable. Others couldn’t get dance with her even when the music pulsed. She needed to be needed at times other times she fought her own happiness,she loved to self sabotage feeling unworthy of true love. She feared it with everything she had. Terror crept in while she waited for them to stop loving her.
It was only a matter of time that that would utterly destroy her. She knew and yet she loved angry at herself most times for allowing someone in.
She would always leave first to make it hurt less...jmg