Happy...

Sometimes I get caught up in the moment of loving and then fear comes in and pulls me away. I try to stay in the moment of goodness but  the foreignness of happiness as an adult had eluded me. I will try everyday to accept the joy I’m in , and rearranging thoughts and feelings is silent battle, I’m slowly winning. Fear never makes me cry but happiness does. I’m brought to tears most days. I’m grateful for everything I have in my life... Thank You ,thank you ,thank you...🌻JMG