I heard her crying in the next room .I longed to comfort her .
Yet I know this is something she has to go through alone in that moment . It is because I have endured such pain on a deep level that whenever I see someone else going through something difficult I want to ease the pain. For many years I tried to save the world well ignoring myself . My first reaction to my own pain is to shut down. It is very hard for me to stay present when I feel slighted but I will work on fixing me because that is all I'm capable of... 🙏🏼jmg