Monday, December 28, 2015

Deep...

Are you willing to show me deep ,are you willing to show me raw, are you willing to give me everything your weakness and your flaws..? Can you go down the road of seriousness without bringing levity? Will you expose all your fears and decide that you will trust in me? I have been waiting that I might do the same...the question is to be am I the One you allow all in or am I just a silly game?

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Simple love...

Do You understand it's the things I love...? A Handmade card ,a heartfelt letter ,handpicked flowers. Your hands on my face as you softly kiss me. Starring lovingly into my eyes ,& whispered I love yous. I ask for very little really. I'm easy and content...all I really want is You All of you...jmg

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Gone girl ,gone boy

She'll delete your words ,delete your face ,delete you from the time in space ...delete the soundtrack from her mind ,delete you from where she once could find ...delete the past, unplan the planned as she takes a hold of another hand...jmg

Breaking out...

Having trouble being me I fought to get back to the true essence of who I am and yet the only person that is holding myself back. Is me...I'm struggling with the struggle, feeling pulled under, the undertow in this sea of emotion is starting to keep me here I must do something to pull myself out of the abyss. There is no reason to be feeling this way I'm having trouble comprehending it. WHY ? What is the trigger the for these debilitating emotions ? I can't fool the ones who know me ...they see my mind processing...I wish I knew how to shake this once and for all...I will get back to who I want to be .Breaking out of this once and for all ...jmg

Missing...JCR

Alone in my thoughts... I sit here alone in my thoughts Pen on paper ..paint on canvas notes on strings. .. This melancholy mood finds me missing your company. Missing the sound of your voice ,the touch of hand,the sight of you smiling. Oh how I long for the nearness of you. To be in presence is to absent of sadness you are a joy I delight in you ...I miss your everything everyday ...jmg

Monday, December 21, 2015

Run...

She ran to him with open arms because He held her close yet allowed her to breath...He was comfortable,He was easy ,He allowed Her to be what She needed to be with no pressure...just,a,gentle patient quiet Love -She would always run to Him...JG

Friday, December 18, 2015

Run to or Run from... Fight or Flight

The things I fight for and the things I can let go are the same...I can walk into something and protect what I have to keep it safe or I can easily walk away from any situation without looking back It all depends on the Energy I feel ...feelings do not lie,what the Heart feels is true -Fight or Flight for what I Believe

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Wake with me...

The Sun warmed her Soul, she had been chilled to the core. It was therapy for her emotionally emaciated Heart. Gave life to her being, and sparked the fire within her. Awake My love the Sun shines for you He said...

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Pacific perfect...《♡》

Ocean of love...

The Sea held her Heart , it was her home the place she would always run to.
she could stay there all day,  everyday surrounded by its healing waves and drown in the beauty of its graceful strength . There was  power in the  pull as shore became more distant.
She didn't care if she never went back all she wanted was to float in the Ocean of his love...jmg

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

In the know...

Knowing It's funny how I knew you without knowing you. How comfortable I am surrounded by your presence, how in your absence I'm not complete, how your smile gives me the kind of feeling of getting the best gift I'd ever received, how I pictured the future before we ever had any sort of a past ,I just knew I wasn't in a hurry - because I just always knew ...

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Sunshine & Smiles

Today I drove up PCH the Sun was so warm, the Sky was so Blue and the Ocean was so Brilliant I could not do anything other than Smile. I almost cried because I was so humbled by the Majesty of it all...All I could think was , I'm Blessed to be in such a Beautiful location. May I never take for granted the Beauty that I'm surrounded by. May I always be Grateful...《♡》

Feeling Good...

I am feeling good about my choices, my place in life ,progression of things.
I struggled against things that were for sure , for things that were a temporary feeling. Emotion cannot rule our Mind , but  they can definitely be factored into our choice. It is funny how I was allowing myself to fall back into the place I was with no conscience effort, just going with the flow of the undertow. Guilt can not be reason to stay in somebody's life . A relationship should be just that,
not a noose... I can breath a sigh of relief to be able to move forward.
Everyday I am Stronger, More Empowered,  & Confident in who I am. If everyday we take small steps to be  where and what we want to be ,We can finally leave all the tears of the past behind. Sunshine filled days ahead , and I know that any rain that comes my way  just waters the flowers I will get to enjoy. It' s not always perfect but it is always an opportunity to learn...JMG<11> 

Answers...

Sometimes we want answers for questions we should never ask. In our own heart and soul we know the truth of it all. We try rationalize a per...