Are you willing to show me deep ,are you willing to show me raw, are you willing to give me everything your weakness and your flaws..? Can you go down the road of seriousness without bringing levity? Will you expose all your fears and decide that you will trust in me? I have been waiting that I might do the same...the question is to be am I the One you allow all in or am I just a silly game?
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Having trouble being me I fought to get back to the true essence of who I am and yet the only person that is holding myself back. Is me...I'm struggling with the struggle, feeling pulled under, the undertow in this sea of emotion is starting to keep me here I must do something to pull myself out of the abyss. There is no reason to be feeling this way I'm having trouble comprehending it. WHY ? What is the trigger the for these debilitating emotions ? I can't fool the ones who know me ...they see my mind processing...I wish I knew how to shake this once and for all...I will get back to who I want to be .Breaking out of this once and for all ...jmg
Monday, December 21, 2015
Friday, December 18, 2015
Wednesday, December 16, 2015
Saturday, December 12, 2015
she could stay there all day, everyday surrounded by its healing waves and drown in the beauty of its graceful strength . There was power in the pull as shore became more distant.
She didn't care if she never went back all she wanted was to float in the Ocean of his love...jmg
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
Today I drove up PCH the Sun was so warm, the Sky was so Blue and the Ocean was so Brilliant I could not do anything other than Smile. I almost cried because I was so humbled by the Majesty of it all...All I could think was , I'm Blessed to be in such a Beautiful location. May I never take for granted the Beauty that I'm surrounded by. May I always be Grateful...《♡》
I struggled against things that were for sure , for things that were a temporary feeling. Emotion cannot rule our Mind , but they can definitely be factored into our choice. It is funny how I was allowing myself to fall back into the place I was with no conscience effort, just going with the flow of the undertow. Guilt can not be reason to stay in somebody's life . A relationship should be just that,
not a noose... I can breath a sigh of relief to be able to move forward.
Everyday I am Stronger, More Empowered, & Confident in who I am. If everyday we take small steps to be where and what we want to be ,We can finally leave all the tears of the past behind. Sunshine filled days ahead , and I know that any rain that comes my way just waters the flowers I will get to enjoy. It' s not always perfect but it is always an opportunity to learn...JMG<11>
I feel invisible,unseen,unheard,unwanted.... I’m trying to put words to my pain but I can not. Hurt me with truth and NEVER comfort me with...
She took her broken pieces and made a beautiful mosaic out them. Most people don't have the vision to see beauty in the destroyed. Yet ...
I have this bad habit of overthinking. I break my own heart continuesly. Feeling unable to be Enough for anyone. I fight thoughts that serve...