Planting doubt-

 I often plant seeds of doubt without realizing all I'm planting is weeds that strangles  the life out of the Beautiful flower ready to bloom.  I am killing what is good and glorious to nurture something self destructive but no more. I will kill the thing ,the thought of that which cripples me. I recognize negative behaviors and I will stop them from continuing. I nurture positive behavior and enforce action. It's amazing to self correct, to stop -Reset and Redirect =
Growth in the most positive way...jmg🌳

My Love is the Ocean...

My Love is the Ocean . Deep and Strong it will pull you in but not pull you under if you don't fight it , it will bring you safely back to shore. I am warm and healing when you need my therapeutic waves to wash over you.My Love can be cold and chaotic in the midst of my storms.yet even in the chaos there is beauty there. It may seem my waves come and go but my grandiose vastness is always there waiting for you. It is a beautiful thing to behold for some fear the Ocean and few dive in ready to swim in all I have to offer. It takes a fearless man to accept my strength but feel my gentility My Love is the Ocean...jmg🌊🌊🌊

Levels of Love...

There are many levels of Love reserved for people,time,circumstance.
There is the love of Parent & Child, deep and unbreakable, the love of  Siblings common experiences and bonds, the love of Friends supportive and joyous, the love of Lovers Passionate and Exciting, the love Husband & Wife which is Respect and Endurance ... if we are lucky we will be Blessed with a number of them. I love on many levels and have been loved on those same levels the
Best parts of my story aren't played out but I'm excited in knowing there is so many more levels to experience...JMG🕰

Sometimes...

Sometimes I forget I don't have to Defend everyone .  And I don't have to confront everyone that I think is wrong, I can gracefully walk by a situation and not have to address it . There is rebel fighter I need to let out at right time.  I don't want to change who I am and be someone im not , however I do want to change my way of thinking about situations .  I appreciate the reality checks and being called on my bullshit I know it's done in a loving way and for the right reasons and I appreciate that .  You help make me a better person it's hard to find someone who will love you unconditionally thank you ,thank you thank you ,I love you with all I am ...jmg🌳

I try...

I am flawed and I fail but I try with all I am. I love you with the best I can give ,I protect you to  keep you safe,I cry because I never want you hurt. I'm genuine,I'm honest to a fault . I feel too deeply and I know I hide my pain from those who care for me. I'm stubborn but adaptable ,I'm hard but gentle ,I'm persistent but a procrastinator. I'm hard headed but understanding... Im difficult in the easiest form.
I make no sense while making complete sense, I forget people can't read my mind  and I need to elaborate. I am a jumbled mess of secure insecurities. But if you have my love I  will walk through fire to keep you... but I will never stay where I'm not wanted ever again...jmg🌳

A place called Home

Let me find this place called Home here in your arms. Let's not build Castles in the sand for they are washed away.Let's build high on the hill that We may take in the Beautiful view. Let's dance in the kitchen and kiss. Let's build on a Dream and turn it into a reality. Let's continue the Love,Respect and sheer delight of a better time in Our lives... Let's be.  I love you I love me I love WE...☀️Jmg

No Wrong..

It's easy to love a man who can do no wrong when everything he says sounds like a song
And he takes my hand it's like a dance full of love & sweet romance.
he makes me safe when my world feels lost ,who will love me at any cost.
That strokes my hair and holds me tight and shows it's going to be alright.
It's hard to love man who can do no wrong ,sometimes I feel I don't belong.
I feel I didn't earn his love, His trust his truth his forever more. I want to give him all I can
And show him he is in my plan...it's easy to love a man-jmg🏹

Favorite...

You're my favorite Hello,Goodbye 
Good Morning,Goodnight...dinner date,night at home, it's probably unnatural the amount of love I have for you. I'm frightened by the faith I have in you. I know you say "This is your life now " and that's s what I have to accept ... The Now. Nothing is forever I tell myself. I accept that ,so you will be my Favorite until you  choose not to be. I love You to the Moon and Back. I would love for you to be my forever but I will be happy with the Now... You are my favorite moment... jmg🕰

Before...

Before I was Mother,Wife, Grandmother I was a rebel. A child with a tenacious spirit that questioned and challenged everything and everyone. When I was told I couldn't do something because of my age, gender or size it only propelled me forward and added fuel to my fire.
There is something innately rebellious about my nature  maybe by birth sign maybe the birth order or maybe circumstances  endured... but whatever it is or all of the above I always loved to challenge the status quo. My motto was just because that's the way it's always been doesn't mean that's the way it  has to be. We were made for change to be stagnant is unnatural.
I put myself in a situation which made me a sheep, a follower which I've never been.
And my new found freedom has left me wanting to challenge myself don't remain stagnant Jennie keep moving forward, challenge yourself  ,push yourself , find the fire add more fuel and take action ... you got this ...jmg✋🏼👊🏼💙

Seasons...

Seasons of the Soul find me lost in the grey of missing ... missing those who touched my heart with these indelible etchings. A feeling of joy,grief and wanting. Te Extrano I know we create our own happiness. Sometimes days are hard when you hear a song,see the Sunset and  it brings you back to me. I'm blesssed for the life and love I had and have . Even in the sorrow joy comes...I remember how good it was to be loved by you. Missing you comes in waves and tonight I'm drowning
...jmg📻11