Monday, November 30, 2015

Unsettling...

For some time I was ok with settling for less than what I deserved not that I "deserve " anything but what I mean is the treatment from others. I allowed the main person in my life to mistreatment me,I settled for no love,no respect and no consideration...I continued to exist day to day thinking I was okay.
I was NEVER okay...I was numb
It is refreshing to be at a place in my life that I can accept love,respect and  consideration...I will no longer settle for less -I am worthy ,Thank you to a wonderful man who has given me these beautiful things i cherish and appreciate you ..jmg

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Wet wool blanket

Sometimes she feels it come over her like a wet wool blanket. Cold and uncomfortable, heavy and suffocating.  She fights hard to throw it off. Only to get tired in the struggle  , she looses the fight on occasion and then regains her strength.  It's in the times when she is down that she is able to regain her composure, think about the next move to get her out of its grips.
Pain brings perspective it gives her the eyes and insight to see Joy... jmg 《♡》

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Castles built on Sand

Castles built on Sand never stand the test of time...they are beautiful in the moment,yet they never weather the storm and such is life we get to experience beautiful things, different  people but they all are temporary to show us what we need to shown & ,learn lessons we need to taught
I'm grateful for the things and people that have come and left my life.
Everyone of them bringing a different aspect of learning
Blessed by the lessons and forever changed by the experience...jmg《♡》

We all have a Story...《♡》

Home.. 《♡》

This ...feels like home.Comfortable ,Calm,&  Complete.
A place I can see myself for many years to come. A place I choose to be. Happy and  healthy this is something I thought for sure would elude me . Funny how we all start off as strangers some remain strangers ,Others are engrained into Our Souls never to be removed. You are unforgettable. Certain aspects of my life have been tragic Most are so amazingly Beautiful  --- I am in a Calm period of my life. The demons of the past are  slayed and what remains is The Real Jennie. We will all have baggage the choice however ever is to choose to lug it all around with you, Or to drop it off at the door step of the person who has given it to you...I have unpacked my bags taken ownership of what I owned and have given back what does not belong to me...Living Happy Living Healthy and loving everyday ...JMG*11*

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

This...

Made me Smile,made me sigh...

What i choose...

I have been blessed many a way...even through the pain I a have endured, it has brought Beautiful Perspective. I try to always find Good in the bad ,Right from the wrong, Joy from the Misery. I'm living Positive making the attempt to help others. We become so self focused we never look at the circumstance of those around us. Life has a funny way of teaching us lessons until we learn from them. I have learned to not sweat what I cant control only to give my best effort if it is not good enough I know I have done all I can and I must be content  with that. As a whole we need to learn to have more compassion and put ourselves in the place of others to fully understand. There are many times I have to check myself because I can easily revert back to the person I don't want to be...I will continue to focus on growth and to be a Blessing to all who will receive ...I choose to see the good in all things-JMG <11>

Vulnerable in you...

Did you feel my love? In that moment held in your arms everything I have I gave to you. Completely open ,you could have slayed me in that mo...